Last night was a tough night.

In the afternoon, we helped ying shift hall. all things were packed into this big lorry, and off we went! Poor jun, was scared out of her wits with the jerky ride. The lorry door was half closed, that meant we could fall off anytime, out of the lorry! But of cos, the lorry uncle drove carefully up and down the sloppy grounds. I sat all the way, whoops! we unloaded the stuff and packed them up the nice lift to sixth floor. WA! i really really like her room. it's at this little corner of the hall, private yet part of the others. I think the rain added to the niceee feeling. Nice room! =)

Then I left for family dinner. Rah walked me to the bus stop, and on the way out, I was still marvelling over the nice nice hostel. I think hostel is not the right word. resort? hahaah oh, I realised Rah has very good listening ears! I was metres away, and she could hear me call her.

Dinner was within my budget. I spent a happy sum of money to treat pa, ma, jie, di dinner at this place just outside daiso. It's good chinese food! It seems like everyone goes there, I met familiar faces, and dad saw his friend too! so, it's quite popular I think! =)

then I was back at home.

Then it became a long night. I was trying to read the alpha material, but I felt very distant...stagnant, and a train of emotions. I tried again. this time with some songs. The material just laid there......and then...and then...til the night.

last night, I was too tired, of trying to be brave. today, I've learnt to be brave becus.... =) thanks Lord, and thank you c.